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just a handful

my november lament

By Kayleigh Fraser ✨Published about a year ago 1 min read
just a handful
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just a handful of strangers

who she can call friends

on this long road through hell

that may never end

.

she prays to the gods

that they set her free,

but so deeply despairing

can they even hear me?”

.

just a handful of pennies

to keep her from death’s door

but hunger prevails

as her daily encore

.

and the paint it peels

down more mouldy green walls

where sunlight evades

and fear prevails

.

just a handful of hope

to keep her from death

perhaps that’s the point

of this never ending test?

.

will she break

or will she stand tall

as we throw everything and more

to see if she falls

.

It’s been a while since I posted anything…

in all honesty I’ve been struggling a lot these past couple of months. I’m only just starting to feel more ‘normal’ again after what has been a very dark hole of depression I found myself trying to claw my way back out of.

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About the Creator

Kayleigh Fraser ✨

philosopher, alchemist, writer & poet with a spirit of fire & passion for all things health & love related 💫

“Darkness to me is like water to the sea”

INSTAGRAM - kayzfraser

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  • ThatWriterWomanabout a year ago

    Firstly, Brilliantly written prose. The descriptions are top-notch as always! Secondly, I am so sorry to hear you have had a depressive episode. Feel free to message me on discord if you ever need an ear! I have had one of my own recently and I understand how deep and horrible they can be. Hang in there <3

  • D.K. Shepardabout a year ago

    Very sorry to hear that you’ve felt so stuck, depression certain robs away joys like writing. Praying for you, Kayleigh!

  • I'm so sorry you've been struggling so much 😭😭😭

  • Tiffany Gordonabout a year ago

    Missed you on here chica! You write beautifully! Praying 4 you friend! Sending a huge hug of comfort your way!

  • Dana Crandellabout a year ago

    Glad you've made it this far, Kayleigh! I know long-distance support isn't much help, but you certainly have mine! Keep the poetry coming, please!

  • Paul Stewartabout a year ago

    Lassie! glad to see something from you tho sad its a dark one! glad you are pulling through! tho our journeys are different, I know what those black holes are like! poem was beautiful and powerful! sending you hugs and will keep you in my prayers!

  • Maryam Batoolabout a year ago

    Oh! Dear, I feel sad for you. I know, there are times in life when it feels like giving up on everything... I feel, too. But we all know that giving up is never an option. We have to pass through the things anyway... We gotta handle the obstacles anyway... I would like you to never lose hope in yourself and Most importantly in God! He's maybe testing you. For He tests only the people He loves the most! ❤ You're one of them... These difficult situations are that make life work and exciting. I believe " PAINS ARE BLESSINGS IN DISGUISE" Stay Strong, my dear sister .😊🤝 Your poem is beautiful... The use of "Just a handful" makes your poem depict the real meaning of every stanza 🤗

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