It’s me

It’s me

sitting in a dark room

in front of myself

a better me

she seems so strong

so bright

always thought things

through twice

i feel shattered

no light

see myself broken

thinking of my soul

its hardly open

she’s a goddess

always knew her

in the back of my mind

patiently waiting for me

to realize

now i get her

now i see

whatever is in her mind

it shines through me

i see her

i feel her

i dont worry anymore

weights don’t matter

so i realised

she’s only a child

greatest knowledge

fulfilled in her mind

capable of

seeing through lies

never panicking

sun never hides

blue and then

green

and then yellow and

rainbow

the medicine

for never feeling low

smart and innocent

wind catches her cheeks

maybe there’s hope

nature has its peace

up we’re climbing

crawling to the moon

i know shes beside me

in the blue sky lagoon

she smiles at me

i do my best

coughing just to create

eye contact less

then i dare

to actually look at her

released from pain

now i see clearer

she is the one

i am

who i need to talk to

in my head

not all those strangers

i happen to have met

creating chaos in me,

inferiority

and dark desperate

she does not hold grudges

only at peace

who seems like my opposite

feels closer than a morning breeze

i felt so heavy

now i feel at ease

i found the answer

i have the key

it’s me