It's Back Again

It’s back again.

It feels like 10th grade all over again

I’m back in the shadows, helplessly crying for help

My feelings that I cannot control

My mind does not feel like mine at all

Just when I thought I was getting better

Just when I thought I was moving on

Just when I thought I was in

Everything came crumbling down,

Like a puzzle being crumbled by the hands of a toddler

I denied that I wasn't alright

until every step I took left a trace to remind me of how messed up I am!