It forms

As I sit here and feel into every passing thought and emotion, I begin to melt. I sit and view as fear of lack of love causes my chest to become tighter with every thought. I take one breath in and one deep exhale out forming an understanding that I have never crossed my mind until now. I step back as the memories of kissing my ex-fiance on the kitchen floor and our last goodbye. I know longer melt and fuse to the thoughts of what could have been, but faithfully watch the liquid I call feelings slowly form into someone I never knew. She forms into something solid as every opportunity shows up in her life to feel, observe, and decide whether or not to this perspective is one to be okay with or to form into something that can propel you forward to a place where you are comfortable with the uncomfortable, a place where you form into a solid foundation for you. A place where you make solid decisions and stand in your discernment. Taking responsibility for who you are and who you are becoming. No matter whether you choose to stay or go you are making a choice that will bring you an outcome. This outcome cannot be judged by anyone other than you. It is your choice and your experience. Just choose wisely.