Unable to sleep for everything keeps happening at a fast pace.
All the hard work, heat in my apartment is making me toss and turn.
It's annoying when I feel the heater constantly.
I have no control over it, this bothers me.
As I toss and turn trying to dream of another place the sweat bothers me even more.
It's not summer, it's not spring, yet my apartment sleep midnight on a summers day.
Troubled during the night, nightmares of fears.
Lately feelings like what's the point, my struggles I deal with alone.
Just once would like to live the life I want driving in the country of Saint Lucia checking on my friends.
But I'm stuck in this depressive state.
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Emily Curry (Rising Phoenix)
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Day 4 of Quitting
If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
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This is exactly what it feels like to be in a place where you can't sleep but youre so tired. well done