I’ll Be Okay

I think I'm okay

How can one know for certain?

Can I just look behind a curtain to reveal what I feel?

It'd be so much easier than trying to comprehend my uncertainty for all eternity

You see, I need stability which appears to be nonexistent in my consistent resistant state of mind

I'm stuck to stress and guess a label that will express my uttermost thoughts and feelings

Trying to make it sound more appealing ignoring the actual meanings

Hiding away, lying to myself when the truth keeps shining through

Here I lay awake wishing to stay alive another day just in case I'll be okay