IF i could..
"I have been wanting to die, for as long as I can remember being alive"
If I could, I would.
& It’s not sad, & it’s not a waste- but a decision
If I could, I would leave this world behind me as a fever dream
embark on a new transition into nothingness
a vast and empty feeling that’s been lingering within me for decades.
Search within yourself, they say
Precisely. I am seeking to delve deeper into the nothing, into the grey ambivalence of creation
If I could leave the hearts behind of the ones I love , I would
If the guilt didn’t eat me away inside, I would leave
I have been wanting to die, for as long as I can remember being alive.
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Jiuliana with a G
Just a 20 something year-old trying to bring joy back into her life with writing, creating, and expressing the slew of characters strung together in her mind.
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