I will see you in my dreams

When I dream, I start to think about you.

An unknown guy that I can only meet in my dreams.

A guy that I am ready to give my whole heart out to you.

Even though it hurts my pride a bit when I start wanting you a little too much.

I mean let's start thinking about this

How can I possibly love a guy from my dreams? When I swore off guys a couple of days before this madness

I don't need you

yet

I still want you

Even though it is getting close to two years

I still can't forget about you.

Why?

Because our dreams are my safe place

A place to go to when I feel alone in this lonely world

A place to go to when I crave your support or love tremendously

A place to go to so I can see your face again

I just wish that you are here with me and that it is not just in my head

Some people say that this is a soulmate dream

Some people say it is just my brain telling me what I crave

I just wish that it is the first option

So that I know that you are out there somewhere

But who knows....

maybe it really is just in my head