I Will Matter

Used, Ignored, Used Again,

Treated like something beneath them,

My words do not matter,

My feelings do not matter,

Only what I can do for them

Used, Ignored and then used again,

I do not matter to them

Unless they need something,

Then I matter, only for a time,

They smile and laugh,

Playing the part, being nice,

But when I do not agree

Names are called,

gaslighted, manipulated, guilt-tripped,

I do not matter to them,

Only what I can do for them.

Used, ignored, used, and ignored again,

Treated like a handmaid,

To look after them,

My words do not matter,

Treated like something beneath them,

I only matter when they need something,

Smiles and laughter,

Trickery used to manipulate,

To get what they want,

Then ignore once again.

My feelings do not matter,

They say they don’t care,

And continue on their business,

Used and ignored,

I do not matter to them,

Unless they need something,

Then I matter,

Only to be used and forgotten

This cannot stay the same,

Being used and ignored,

Ignored then used,

To stay is to continue,

Instead I must go,

To stay is to be used,

Instead I must leave,

To stay is to be ignored,

Instead I will leave,

Only then I will not be used,

Only then I will not be ignored,

Only then will I matter,

to me,

I will matter.

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