I Will Live The Fantasy

For once, talking to someone doesn't feel like a competition where I am losing to myself and the other person revels in seeing me crumble.

The notifications make me smile,

sign #1.

Not knowing how you really feel is killing me yet saving me from the endless thoughts of how I want you to just hold me and kiss me,

sign #2.

Knowing I make you as nervous as you make me,

sign #3.

I am longing for something I have never once had, but the thought of having it terrifies me.

Can I trust you with this fantasy of us, or will you bring me back to the reality where you and I were never meant to be?

I don't want to leave the bliss. Let this be it.

Let this be real.