I Still Remember Our First Kiss

I remember our first kiss
Never had I experienced such a bliss
What a magic that moment possess!
how amazing were those memories!

Together the time we spent
I never felt loved at such extent.
I smiled all day
Reading the cute messages you sent

Slowly and steadily
I got so attached to you
But I got to know eventually
You were using me hitherto.

You just wanted my body, didn't you?
All this love and shit, wasn't true
I wish I had seen through
In a flash, my dreams were ruined.

In just seconds
my happiness was deprived
I was living
but I wasn't alive

I take the blade,
and move it around my veins
The floor colours red,
as my blood drains

Heavily breathing,
I lay there.
Alone and useless,
as I always were.

My breath slows down,
my eyes feel weak
As tears run down my Cheeks
"Was It supposed to end like this?"
Are the last words that escape my lips.