I Need to Let You Go

deep in my subconscious mind, I'm holding on

but your not mine, it's been a while

I guess the dream will never come true

not how I envision and Im on Gods time

loving me stronger than you could've anyway

I have more self respect, but your deep in my brain

running in circles no matter the place

there's nothing to face at the end of the day

my heart's still broken but I can't walk away

as I look in her face everyday but I want to fall in love

so eff the pain as I look forward and what's to embrace

it's kind of weird to love someone that's with someone else

but I'm a keep it real cause she's mine but not all my DNA

I also heard of people dying of heartbreak, but...

I can save face and still love you anyway

cause thats the highest vibration

and ain't nothing insecure about that

I'm just a real ass bitch and I have no problem saying this

she is the heart of my soul and she was who I needed

not you of course, cause God going to think I'm feening

but God knows my heart and trust I'm not bitter

no bitterness, I'm not into that, I been winning even with the setbacks

No cap your going to see this one day as I publicize

ain't no shame in my game, but a pep in my step

hope this shit set my mind free so I can take the next leap

I ask God for a new me, and he gave me a baby

and she has matured me to the point I can face this

cause I'm bout energy and someone who going to take care of me

buy me flowers with champagne showers, yup I love that Rose

something you couldn't buy me, and ain't no shade

but the next one that check me going to have to wife me

throw me a couple bands and fill me up with a lot of love

yes, I'm abundant, and I been it, on the rooftop wit my chin up

yup he's that into me & aint no third parties

but I still got love for you cause your a part of her

love is love

Naaaaaaaaaa

That was fire!