I’m So Ready

I can’t wait to be loved like the stars by the moon

To feel the warmth of your embrace engulf me like the sea at dawn

Can’t wait to come undone in front of you

To be so full on myself and building so highly with you

Easing your mind when the sun goes out over your head.

Dancing in the living room to our voices singing my favorite love songs

Arguing over the big things, little things, the stupid why are we even fighting things

Getting annoyed over why you can’t pick up your shoes and dirty clothes

Finding it outrageous that you’ve never listened to a true crime podcast

I can wait for you though

But please hurry, I’ve been waiting for so long now

I’ve toiled through heartache of failures but lessons learned

I’ve taken notes on the things I thought I wanted and needed

I’ve learned myself like the back side of my phone case

Been practicing my singing so it’s not so intolerable and makes dogs cry

And my dancing has become like a second language to my body

Can’t wait to annoy you with all the random facts I have locked away

The random kisses the play wrestling and tickle fights that leave us breathless.

I’m ready to take you as you are

Full of scars and stories you find hard to leave your tongue

To love you as you grow and learn

To be the best you that you can be

But no matter the stage of you I meet I will care for you generously and treat you with tenderness.

As we begin down this path together where we fight imaginary demons together and set fire to the world in front of us.

To talk of all the silly things we grew up doing all the loves lost we faced before we found each other.

I want to understand you, every part of you.

Even the parts you've tucked away from society in fear of what onlookers will say.

In turn I want to show you every part of me, give you access to hold me gently where it hurts the most.

I can’t wait until you climb into bed and hug me tight after a rough day and i run my fingers through your hair as you vent your day away

just lay with me syncing our breaths so effortlessly.

Watching you drift to sleep as we watch our favorite show

Holding your hand as we walk through the city lights.

I’ve been saving songs I’ll sing to you, found stories I can’t wait to hear you read to me

Together we can be unstoppable, we can have our own world so blissfully full of love and adoration

I can’t wait to watch you smile playing with our pets and make a mess with you while making dinner for our friends and family

Laughing at inside jokes till our stomachs hurt and just naturally all the subconscious little things we will fall in love with before ewe even realize it

I can’t wait to kiss you the way the seas kiss the shores and you have you hold me the way the sun blesses the horizons.

To find our fires blinding those around us so envious of the bond that we have found.

I am so ready for love that I’ve stopped searching and just kept writing hoping my words would spark interest in places I never looked before.

I can’t wait to meet you, to fall down the rabbit hole with you and learn all the crazy that comes with you.

I know you’re out there and my heart will wait to love you deeply, you'll never go unnoticed again.