I'm Scared
My thoughts are terrifying
I'm scared of the thoughts inside my head,
the things that should remain unsaid.
I feel the hatred kicking in
but there's no way for me to begin
to fight the intrusive
thoughts that are abusive.
They beat me up, inside and out.
Can't I have one day where they don't roam about?
* * *
I'm struggling with depression but I don't want to give in to my negative thoughts. If I do, it will get worse and regret will eat me alive. It's a vicious cycle and so hard to escape. I want to get better so bad but it feels impossible.
About the Creator
Rene Peters
I write what I know, usually in the form of poetry. I tend to lean towards mental health, epilepsy, and loss/grieving.
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I understand how yoi feel all too well. I hope writing is as therapeutic for you as it is for me, if not more ❤️
Hugs, Rene💚🌻
Sorry you are going through such a rough patch, Rene. I know how you feel and this poem was painfully relatable! Hang in there! I hope you have some better and brighter days soon! This was beautifully and brutally honest!