I'm Fucking Terrified

Fear.

Four letters that seem a little too real.

Four letters that haunt you, like the moon in the night sky,

Every now and then, you ask yourself why?

Why do you let fear hold this power over you?

What can you not shake this sudden feeling of blue?

The warning signs, perfectly clear.

Loved ones longing to hold you dear.

You drift away, or maybe you don’t,

You distance yourself from this sudden feeling of guilt.

Guilt and fear now mixed like a fresh cocktail from the bar you’ve been going to for years,

Only to yet again end up here.