I lost my voice
I lost my talk
I was completely voiceless
I was completely noiseless
When you walked toward me
And said that you wanted to say something
I was looking at you
I was staring at you
I was missing you
For so many days
Thankfully, you were finally here
The conversation between us
The communication between us
Was really very good
Was quite meaningful
But I could not speak confidently
Because I kept looking at you
I was stunned and surprised
By the way you clarified yourself
By the way you spoke to me
It left me speechless
I could not talk confidently
Bu deep inside, I was really very happy
About the Creator
Day 4 of Quitting
If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
By sleepy drafts7 days ago in Longevity
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