"I Have Failed All of You"

You guys don't know this yet,

But I have Failed All of You.

I have done the one thing that I truly regret,

& It cost me almost everything: you guys & my sanity too.

It has been a rough & agonizing year,

But all the pain I endured isn't an excuse of ruining Our Family.

You guys may be young but you all deserve an explanation as my time grows near,

But just know none of this was any one of your guys' fault because it was all on me.

As of June everything just went down hill,

I ran everyone away including my Soulmate.

My ignorance was not bliss by any means but yet still,

I managed to break our happy home to pieces so now we all reached a stalemate..

In the midst of everything,

I had to break your guys' hearts multiple times.

As your smiles turned to frowns my heart began to sting,

Because I know that things have changed because of me & that ways heavy on my mind.

I'm glad your smiles are returning,

Because with that I at least know I'm doing something right & trying to make do.

But I know deep down things aren't going back to normal as we start our new beginning,

So even as I write this tears still flow from my eyes as I think to myself: "I Failed All of You"

- I'm beyond sorry for everything, but I will always be here for you guys.

Love, Daddy