I gazed at you

I gazed at you,

The deepest stares into the air

N all I'd see is you,

I would miss you most days

Just like the ache of the wolfs

As the howl While they miss the moon,

In the same way my arms

Could not reach yours

The stretching pain would not stop,

My eyes cried so much they bled,

I waited for you!!

Like the Sun awaits the Moon

And Moon the Sun,

I missed the warmth at nights

In the nights I was cold & blind..

A cold no fur could warm nor heat could burn.

I stroked your face and hugged you tight each night while I stayed awake to miss you through the night,

The pain was all mine!!!

I felt you felt the same

The problem was it was all in my mind.