I don't miss you anymore

Life looks so empty and alone without some people. But its so strange I don’t miss you, but her.

I miss the tenderness of her hands when it touched mine, I miss the softness of her fingers when I kissed them. May be that’s why I don’t miss you, but her.

I miss the smile, she had when she met me. I miss the racing of my heart when her lips were inches from mine. I miss her quick gaze to my eyes and lips when she couldn’t decide which one to go for first. May be this is why I miss her, but not you.

I miss the calm relief, when my head rested on her chest. Oh! what a feeling it was. I can never pen it down no matter how hard I try. I miss her expressions, as my palms stroked the most tender areas of her and still I don’t miss you.

I miss her breath, as her face nestled against the locks of my shirt. I miss the scent of her, I took in, when she let go herself just for my sake. I miss the moments spent, with my hands caressing the valley of her chest. I miss the happiness I had, to find her waiting as buses went by. I miss the pain, I took, to teach her things I never knew before. But you, I don’t miss .

I miss the feeling, of someone by my side even as the whole world stood against me. I miss the part of my heart, I lost while giving it to her. I miss that someone, who could give me a part of her to repair mine. I miss the smile I lost, losing her. But I don’t miss you.

I don’t miss you, coz you were never what I wanted you to be. I don’t miss you coz you were never anything like her. Because you are a stranger to me now.

And I’ll never miss you, coz you disguised yourself as her. I just miss the role you played in my life. I miss what you took away from me dressed as her. Yes, you made me fond of her. You made me love her, and I will always love her. But I never could love you. Thinking of you, I cherish the moments I spent with her.

But I hate myself for believing in you. Coz ‘her’ was only an imagination of mine and it was always you.

You, whom I have left behind long back.

Mine:)

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