I Didn't Care

[verse 1]
When the strength you found in the bottle
Brought out the affectionate side of you,
You would hug and hold me so close, while
Wrapping me in your deceptive truth
I didn’t care that you were drinking.
[Verse 2]
When you would howl out her name
In heart-wrenching agony and pain
Unable to even raise
your broken body and soul
Off the cold tiled bathroom floor.
I didn't care that you were drinking
[Chorus]
I didn’t care that you were drinking.
I didn’t care at all
That's when you would hold me close and tight
Believing I was her
I didn't care that you were drinking
Because then for just a short time
I could pretend you were really mine
I didn't care that you were drinking
I didn't care at all
[Verse 3]
When you looked at me confused
Unable to even recognize My face
because of the ferocious hunger
You felt to bring her back home
While your grief was swallowing you whole.
I didn't care that you were drinking
[Chorus]
I didn’t care that you were drinking.
I didn’t care at all
That's when you would hold me close and tight
Believing I was her
I didn't care that you were drinking
Because then for just a short time
I could pretend you were really mine
I didn't care that you were drinking
I didn't care at all
I loved you most when you
Were drinking
These are lyrics to a song I wrote. You can find my music on Spotify, Amazon and YouTube. Below is the YouTube link to this one. If you enjoy this song, please consider subscribing and tips are always welcome.
https://youtu.be/DBVVUCEsEwQ?si=tN_VtQDZNjKlQv3p
About the Creator
Julie O'Hara - Author, Poet and Spiritual Warrior
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