Humanity

The world where I’m living is strange.

I’ve got this strange feeling.

Like everything can fell down right now, disappear in a seconds.

I don’t know how many times I will be still alive or even if I really am.

All this hate around me lock my soul in a stranger land.

All this existential questions I’m asking to my self, I don’t know if I can have the answers.

I don’t know if I can have the key of the human existence and why we are acting like that.

How everything will be ended ?

I know that I’m a contradictory person,

Because in this shitty world I’ve got a tone of dreams and desire,

I have the desire to make them true.

And even if sometimes I can think that inside, I’m dead or in the wrong world, in the wrong univers, I want to live, to be alive.

I want to feel the air coming in body.

I want to feel the water touching my skin

I want to feel the love of people around me for a fraction of seconds.

I’m not unhappy or depressed, I’m just a young girl in a young world in the middle of a pessimist humanity.