How Much I've Learned to Hate You
Heartache
Hate feels like such an emotionally packed word.
But in this moment, it’s the most accurate of my feelings.
I hate how you make me feel.
I hate how I love you with every fiber of my being.
I hate these feelings that I have inside.
Why does your love have to feel so toxic?
Why does it have to hurt me?
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My heart stumbles and crawls back into my chest
It cries out to be loved
To feel warmth and appreciation.
This lesson feels like I’m shredding the pages of my story
I hate how this feels
How I can love you and hate you all at once.
About the Creator
Alisha Wilkins ✒️🦋🖋️
I've been writing my whole life. Writing about realms to escape in, forbidden characters to fall in love with, and using writing as my muse and refuge. Recently, I've delved into the mind...mine and others. Happy Reading. Wishing you well.
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By Tabitha Hinkley5 days ago in Fiction
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Dear Alisha - I see that you've subscribed to me, but I don't know what you've read of mine: Could it be 'To be Loved' with a different slant than this of yours? So glad that I've just discovered your marvelous talent *I've subscribed with pleasure. I'm not a writer at all; just a goofy sketch artist that leads into my shorts; nothing more. Jay Kantor, Chatsworth, California - From the Vocal Village Bucket -
Man, did I feel this one!!