How I got on the blacklist

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Hey everyone, I know it's been a while since I've been active on Vocal. Life has taken some unexpected turns, and I've been caught up in the whirlwind of trying to find another job. As some of you may know, I was let go from American In Home on October 28th. The reason behind it is something that has turned my world upside down: I've been placed on a blacklist.

For those unfamiliar with the term, a blacklist, in this context, means I'm prohibited from working for other healthcare facilities. The implications are even broader, extending to schools, which, while not in my immediate plans beyond my current studies, closes off potential avenues for the future.

To understand how I ended up in this situation, I need to share some backstory. Earlier this year, I was working for a company similar to American In-Home, but dedicated to the care of individuals with mental challenges. During one shift, a client I was assisting became agitated and physically attacked me when I entered her bathroom. In a moment of self-defense, I pushed her away. After this incident, I retreated to the staff room, where the client began hitting herself. Tragically, I was blamed for her actions. I had no training to handle this situation, and I was alone with the client when I wasn't supposed to be.

The situation escalated, and I ended up in court during the summer. I explained that I had only pushed the client away in self-defense, but the court ultimately placed me on probation for three years.

I'm sharing this with you today because I'm reaching out for help. I'm launching a fundraiser on GiveSendGo.com. Being out of work for almost a month has created a significant financial strain. I'm struggling to keep up with bills and the mounting court fees associated with my case.

Beyond my personal needs, I also want to support my mom. She's always been there for me, and I want to alleviate some of her burdens during this challenging time.

I understand that everyone has their own struggles and commitments, but I'm asking you to consider taking a moment to read my story and share it with your networks. If you know anyone who might be willing to donate to my cause, please pass along the link. Every contribution, no matter how small, will make a difference in helping me get back on my feet and navigate this difficult chapter in my life.

I know it's a lot to ask, but I'm desperate and don't know where else to turn. I'm not sure what the future holds, but I'm determined to fight this injustice and rebuild my life. Your support would mean the world to me.

Thank you for taking the time to listen.

I'm not okay, and I don't know when I will be okay again. This whole ordeal has left me feeling shaken and uncertain. I'm constantly replaying the events in my head, wondering if I could have done something differently. The weight of the blacklist and the financial burden are overwhelming.

I feel like my reputation has been tarnished, and I worry about what people think of me. I'm afraid that this incident will follow me for the rest of my life, making it difficult to find employment and rebuild my career.

I'm also concerned about the impact this is having on my family. My mom is worried about me, and I don't want to be a burden to her. I feel guilty that I can't contribute financially and help her with her own expenses.

The stress of the situation is taking a toll on my mental and emotional health. I'm having trouble sleeping, and I'm constantly anxious and on edge. I'm trying to stay strong, but it's hard to remain optimistic when I feel like everything is falling apart.

I know I need to seek professional help to cope with the trauma and anxiety I'm experiencing. However, I'm hesitant because I don't want to add to my financial burden. I'm also worried about the stigma associated with mental health issues.

Despite the challenges, I'm determined to get through this. I'm committed to finding a new job, clearing my name, and rebuilding my life. I know it won't be easy, but I'm not willing to give up.

I'm grateful for the support of my friends and family, who have been there for me during this difficult time. Their encouragement and understanding have helped me stay positive and focused on my goals.

I'm also thankful for the opportunity to share my story on Vocal. It's a way for me to connect with others, raise awareness about my situation, and hopefully find some financial assistance.

I know that asking for help is not easy, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get back on my feet. I'm hopeful that with the support of my community, I can overcome these challenges and create a brighter future for myself and my family.

Thank you again for your time and consideration.

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