how fast is moving on too fast...

you accused me of moving on in three days

so i move on in one

and i’m not so sure if i should feel something more

than this

but i sure as hell don’t feel nothin’

the ghost of your touch stuck in

the gaps between the fabric of my being

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you accused me of moving on in three days

so i google “songs about missing you” that i get all sad listening to

which almost made me walk up to you unexpectedly

and almost led you on again which you claimed that i did

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if so, i’m so sorry that i did that i didn’t want to commit to you fully

i’m just a silly little girl who likes flutters in her heart

but that doesn’t mean she didn’t like you

it just drove her mad to think about leaving you.

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but how you responded to rejection, it has been a week since then

it didn’t do you any good ‘cause now i like you so much less

i told you emo is a mindset in person, and you could see my face

now you should know that when i called you “my emo boy”

it was just me saying i liked you when you tried on your appearance

instead of wearing sweatpants

this poem is just me goin’ round the bush

when i don’t want to tell you

.... i don’t like you anymore.

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but at least i can admit that i needed you to cure my loneliness

my friends say when you say you want to find another girl

it's just coping with the loss of me

but i think you want a body to call yours, and i don’t want you if she doesn't need to be me

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you’re not my problem anymore

Hey! Thanks so much for reading all the way through. (I sort of wrote this poem while imagining it as a song. It was fun singing to my poetry!!)

My name is Huan Huan and I’m fairly new to Vocal. I’m falling in love with the artistic community here. I hope you’ll leave a comment so I can visit your writing as well~

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