Home is Her

Home is where she lays her head

My little miracle she's three now but Without devine intervention she would have been dead

See back then I was consumed by work and infedelity

Jezebelle had tapped into my insecurities and owned me

So I was blind to the treasure god had bestowed on me

To be honest it wasnt all me

The devil had laid attack to my proposed family

We were on vacation when she found the dirt on me

She packed up immediately

I had no idea that this was my wife to be

Scared by her temper and strange ways

My heart was lead astray

When she first went away I felt ok

Then I got the message showing that our little one Coule possibly be on the way

It didnt hit until the next day

I got the message she was on a flight

And wasn't going to keep the baby anyway

She told me that was all she had to say

I remember it like yesterday

McGregor was fighting Mayweather that day

I get a chill as I recollect how things would play

It might have been right after the fight

But I heard him telling me I had too do what's right

I had to save my babies life

I was exhausted but drive all night

And made it back the next day

All the while I prayed and listened to that voice that guided my way

When I got back I begged pleased and fought with the treasure that carried my child

It took awhile and the most extreme measure for her to hear me out

Some of the things I did and said are to extreme to say

But she eventually did agree to give me a day, a brief talk in the park 5 minutes for closure is what she claimed

But I did some investigating and found out that she already had her appointment set for that day

The talk would be after just to playcate or see if there was some bond beyond this miracle we created

My heart felt defeated

But then the voice returned

Telling me it wasn't to late but this miracle had to be earned

Listen closely because in this story there are many lessons to be learned

I listened to that voice and called every abortion clinic In distance

I tried to cancel and her password I even guessed but I digress because I guess they called to confirm

I had a gut feeling so I found that dreadful place with hopes I'd intercept

Walking in the dark office I felt my skin crawl and felt appalled I tried to hide my tear but when they told me it was too late that the first pill she had already ate

It was a poison that had already sealed my baby's fate

I felt my heart disintegrate

Tears fell like crumbs to a plate

I wept like a baby in a dire state

I was dead and broken but when I walked out the exit gates the sun beat down upon me and that voice spoke again

It told me not to listen to them

If there's a will there's a way

But the course I had to stay

If I did my part and it came from the heart the rest of the miracle was already at bay

So I got on the internet and found APR and the medical center name after our lady of Guadalupe

They told me that with apr we could reverse course with a natural homone called progesterone

I immediately called my family and garnered their support

But it was just a start

That afternoon I met her in the park

She was crying and we said nothing as we embraced

She said she regretted her mistake

But I told her it wasn't too late

God had shown me a way

We called and got progesterone the next day

Any price I'd pay and the course we would stay

Today home is wherever her head she lays

Our miracle so smart and beautiful in her ways

Our family having made an escape from the devil's snare

About anything else I do not care

But for my family being there

Her eyes light up my life

Both her and my soon to be wife my greatest prize

I face and conquer my demons with truth and not lies

Home is where they smile, where they laugh, and where they feel safe

Home is where I must stay to keep it that way

And for that I not only feel thankful each day but home is where joy is redefined with each given day.