I encourage you to stop where you are
Open a window, let the Sun in
Let your pores absorb the rays
Listen to the way the sun calls you into the light
the warmth
the growth
Leave the window open at night
Sit by it
Watch
Listen
See
Breathe in slowly... deeply
Exhale slowly... release
Feel the oxygen fill your lungs and escape them
What do you hear? What do you see? What do you smell?
What do you feel? Where does this take your mind?
Now live there...
Even for just this moment
Close your eyes for a bit
Breathe in slowly... deeply
Exhale slowly... release
Listen to your lungs
Feel the gentle smile grow in your heart... your soul
Listen to the way your lungs thank you
The way they love your body for not giving up
The way your body takes care of itself on its own for you
Live there
Even for just this moment
That's F R E E D O M
G R O W T H
Reach for the feeling your spirit desires
With your eyes closed imagine a garden
Your garden
You’re a nurturer
You see others in your garden and they all seek the love you have found within
You now provide healing
They have all come to the right place
You will only do what you can for them but they must do the rest
You are their Sun and you will shine your rays on them
You are their Moon and you will guide them in the darkest of places
You are their water that flows and flows and you quench their thirst
You do what you can but they must do the rest
You can’t absorb for them
You can’t heal for them
You can’t drink for them
You are the provider of love, light, breath, water
You give them freedom and independency of choices
It is because you love deeply
You love from within
You finally open your eyes to see yourself in front of your window once again
Your mind bringing about train station thoughts
You begin to sink into the abyss of sorrow
Your heart holding weights
You being to believe every thought that ascends
Finally, you lift your head and see the Sun and the Moon staring at you
Looking into the windows of your soul
Lifting your heart
Calming your mind
They hold you
They hold your soul
And they speak to you,
“Don’t you know we are always with you. We create the oasis with your tears. We grow flowers with the bright rays of your smile.”
The Sun spoke only,
“I keep you warm when you have no blanket. On cloudy days I shine through the clouds to remind you how my love for you only seems like it has fled.”
Then the Moon faces you with a gentle yet firm smile and spoke to you, “I shine in your darkest of places. I shine with all of the stars for you. I whisper to the stars for them to position themselves so you can align with Orion's belt at the right time. For what is light without darkness and darkness without light. As long as I exist you will know that the Sun is always here too.”
The vision fades out and you are shown birds using aged debris for a home
Singing while they build
You know now freedom is a cycle
Freedom requires building, breaking down, helping others, allowing others to help you
You take all of this in
You are reminded to always return to the source
This brings your soul much peace
This reminds you that you don’t have to do it all on your own
Because as you love and care for others
You learn that others also love and care for you
-Olivine Gabbro
About the Creator
Gabrielle Brown
Cali born and raised. LGBT. Writer/poet finding her way through this life.
“Everyone has a unique journey but no one should be a prisoner stuck on a page. We must be free writers... free to write... write to free.” -@iamolivinegabbropoetry

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