Hey
What I would have said to an Ex before I stopped Caring.

"Hey."
I miss you.
Don’t just stare at me blankly.
Say something.
I don’t care what you say,
Say something.
I am addicted to the fact that you can’t see me anymore,
I want to love you the way we used to.
Until I called you.
Unfortunately now it’s over.
I am alone now.
I’m still waiting for you to call me, though.
Why am I so hung up on you
I love you
Why did I call it off again?
You’ll have to remind me.
I didn’t want to be by myself again.
I truly didn’t want to be by myself again.
I am losing the words to express my feelings.
I wonder, can you still see me?
Am I really still here?
After all this time?
A couple days more
And I haven't vanished
And yet I feel invisible.
Why is this pain still here??
Why do I still love you so much?
Why is the child in me crying over you?
You don’t even know she exists. And yet she misses you.
I love you, I’m sorry.
But I’ll never be sorry that I love you.
About the Creator
Jazz Toppin
I'm 25, nonbinary, long time practitioner of witchcraft and Pagan. I have an English and History Degree from the College of Saint Joseph, which I graduated from in 2018.
Writing of all kinds has always been my passion.



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