Here for me

It don't matter if others aren't here for me,

as long as I know I'm there for me.

it don't matter if others aren't here for me,

cause I know I am here for me

As I looked up to the sky

Begging to send down the love

that’ll keep me alive,

A star angel came down to help me cry

And showed me the love is behind my eyes,

Brought out the true me

So I could openly speak to me,

Reminding me I'm stronger than this

That I can do this,

I got a mission to take on in this form

I got a mission to send love and wisdom

To all, whether they send me their love or not,

I won't stop, i won't drop.

I'm feeling pretty lonely

but i know i ain't alone,

stuck in this quarantine

i just wanna hug someone,

for so long n so tight

that it heals so much,

can't imagine the magic

from a healing touch.

It sucks when I am there for so many

but nobodies there for me,

it sucks when I got nobody

but I see everybody got somebody,

but like i said, I got me

and that is all I need,

I just wanna kiss n cuddle

somebody.

But I miss the feeling

when you love somebody

that equally loves you back,

being close to someone

being vulnerable, being emotional,

creating a new world

full of love n laughter,

what comes after

hopefully not a disaster.

Maybe I'm just lost

cause I'm looking for you

and not myself,

keep looking in the mirror

until it becomes clearer,

how is it supposed to be

and how am I supposed to be,

how am I gonna be

if I completely lose me.

I know you’ll be there when I die

But how come your not here when I’m alive,

I’m crying for help

but you only help yourself,

how you gonna feel

if someone close to you

ended it for real.

Am I ready to plant some roots

or am I gonna grow these wings,

definitely grow the wings

so I can fly n sing,

don't find someone who's rich

find a way to be rich,

build the money ka-ching

just by doing ya thing.

My goals are set

this is what I'm doing for me,

Take off like a jet

flying freely,

this is how it should be

and this is how it is.