Henchmen of Life

Hello me, confronting the actual self,

In my personal abandoned processing,

Most valued Protestantism!

Hindsight is always 20-20,

My life surrounds the dark,

Blurry mystical haze!

Well told boy! But your cycle of destruction,

Commencing again!

Life or afterlife this is,

I don't know what it means?

Panic is attacking me,

I've lost my self-defense.

Both hands agree to a deal,

With me,

Launching inner nuke again!

Again, against, Again

Are you ready for the,

Mutually assured destruction?

Life or afterlife this is,

I don’t know what it means.

Panic is attacking me,

I’ve lost my self-defense.

Hello me, it's me again,

It gives me a migraine blasted on my head,

Shallow shameful act,

Dragging down to your level!

Sinners are born every night, they feed on people's brains!

I'm the sinner who can't expect it,

Thus my,

Insanity upgraded to another level!

Being the henchman of my life,

Life running from life!

Running, running so fast,

Oh no!

My mind is racing,

I can’t stop thinking,

About all the things I’ve done wrong,

And all the things I’m going to do wrong.

I'm spiraling out of control,

I'm losing my grip,

On reality,

On sanity.

I'm drowning in darkness,

I'm suffocating in fear,

I'm dying inside,

And I don't know how to save myself.

Someone helps me,

I’m begging you,

Save me from me,

Oh, Nooooooo!

ALEXXMARCER