Heartbroken At Dawn.

There was nothing in his heart,

Not a single thought of love,

Or warmth in his words,

There was just nothing but silence.

Maybe it was me and my selfish mouth;

After all,

I was the one who told him to leave,

I was the one who said I was suffocating,

And that I could not breathe.

I asked him for a break;

A break from the fighting,

A break from the arguing,

A break from my shattered heart,

And my mind as I lost myself.

He left me heartbroken at dawn,

Not a single good bye,

Just these four words,

"It was your fault."

Tell me something,

Did I ask you to sleep with her?

Was it worth the fight?

Am I truly to blame because you can't handle me?

Am I that worthless, that you chose to be with someone else?

Someone you have only known for two days?

I sit here nursing our baby on our knee;

She is only two days old,

Does she deserve this?

Does she deserve you as a dad?

She is the most beautiful human in my life.

Is this really happening?

I wish we could go back to the start,

But no,

I must not;

I am heartbroken at dawn,

But from this pain I shall heal,

For her;

The most precious being in my life.