hate thinking about u when I'm with him

I have something to say to you

I know its weird to say

But I don’t where to begin

I tried my best to leave it at that

I think it’s getting too fast

I don’t even know if we would even last

This friendship of ours is getting out of hand

Yet still you have been on my mind

I get thirsty all the time

I have been through horrid situations like this

But I’m afraid to

I gotta be honest

I don’t want to hurt you

I don’t want to hurt him

Though we have a great friendship

I enjoy being close with you

But I already have someone’s heart

This whole thing is like an abstract art

Scrambled in my head

Like a puzzle missing final piece

My mind can't have peace

I’m having a headache

I don’t want to deal with a heart ache

I would love to be with you

But I’m with someone but I still think about u

I love it

But I hate it

I tried to get away from you

But I can't stop it

Seeing you

Thinking about u

It's hard

It hurts

I am confused

I guess I have a confused heart

I am in love with you

I am in love with him

It's complicated

I wish I waited

But I couldn't save it

I have wet dreams when I think of u

I think I need a tissue

Because I cry not knowing what I want

I just can't help myself thinking about you

While I'm with him