Happy

It's odd to say something as Common as this

Rarely exist, Uncommon to me like a birthday gift

Never really celebrated those, just another yearly reminder

That I ain't accomplish shit

Top of the year I wrote my goals down and you were top of the list

Like the sky on top of a fist

Often reminisce on how time stopped with a kiss

Now every time I see you it's like a replay of a game winning shot that I missed

Damn,

Damn,

Why it gotta feel like this

Why love have to kill like this

Who knew love would drill like this

Bleeding heart on my sleeve, damn I ain't never spilled like this

I guess I just chill like this

I'm pourin up

While I'm dealin with depression and side effects of the medication got me throwin up

Im goin through enough,

Plus im poor,

I guess GOD think I can go through more

Preparing me for somethin greater in store

I guess

Sometimes when I stress

I digress

From everything,

I know it's not healthy having your feelings suppressed

It's Unsettling

But how I feel don't get any respect

It hits hard in my chest

Like the Letter B

So what you expect?

Me to keep what I've been doin, That's insanity

I keep tellin' myself wash my hands and let it be

But here I am with you next to me in arms reach

And not be able to touch you bringing me back to reality

Maybe Me and Happy ain't meant to be