Happiness in the heart

I take a foot out of my warm hot shower… I look up at the mirror and who do I see? What? A smiling girl looking back at me? I make my way to bed to find that I’m not crying,wishing I wasn’t here or regretting any living moment. I take a deep breathe of relief wait what? Isn’t this all just make believe? I am lying in bed with the sweet aroma of cinnamon and frankincense drifting through the air. Girl are you there? Is this real? Of course this is real I say to myself as I pull the covers over me not forcefully this time but in a peaceful happy matter? Is this the joys of life? Is this what we live for? I don’t know but it sure does feel great to live in this moment. Maybe life’s not just a bunch of hell….. maybe it does mean we’ll so long and goodnight as the lights to my room go out with a dim!