GLORIA 🎶

BIRDS HAVE TO DIE SINGING ANYway, I have nothing but singing to share

🎶

out-of-clay body

spirit soar over the salty eye waters

.

Lazarus Icarus

asses biting teeth

.

Never lowering the bar

own throat to get stuck in

.

who are "you" if name is not your face,

while knowing shade it's shame and cowardness

.

inside my golden la la land

grave digger me a tomb raider

.

blank dash dot dot pendulum

of furbished truths

.

knowing enough, that contradiction is not a paradox

to bear Truth's fruit hanging midd space as mirroring materialized crucible!

.

I chose pain, oh, avow the pain of mine

away clay eyes, mud, dust

.

to reach the Truth

One of no doubt

.

to cut open my space to

lay on the flat earth ground, 

.

no mountain virtue false, 

hole of flaws to de(i)struct

.

bare naked, heart out

sunny side up

.

no pseudo, no blot, no foul

bona fide mine, just I 

.

simpleton though proud

inscription on my body stone epitaph

(died of hunger 220 lb)

Death-what?!

I fear no one but God!! 

.

Blessed be the name Jeshua above all names

flesh vesture of One piece my war's body peace cover

.

my home, my chest, my arm

my wooden chained treasure vault exsalt

.

unlike iron borg cube of odd 

no light and iris face but vacuum and none

caging circles

volatile mercyless power structure

.

This scares me bong

infinity of Is in space of no way out nothingness 

constant remorse without death bed to rest my case,

no more no less, no progress.

.

Because what do I care for all that precedes, pass,

but now, here, me and mine within forever

.

what could might exist outside my reach

perspective, paradigm, my heart's string

.

Without me there is for me only 

"where are you, Adam, dear?" no-w(h)ere to be seen

.

O I dread my eye without light

my mind not lid

darkness to laugh my bed spread out

never loved, never loved, never love!

.

O must I seek what GOD would be

what consists concisely a wish of BE !?

that wisdom that amass the principle of being

gestational sac, realms of reality law time preceding...

.

What a what & why?

Nevermind the how...

but why a speck of me and now, 

this hide round breathing spirit!?

.

in my, whole thought of me

I, a thought to be 

thinking I think

what it is to be me

.

me and mine

bounded and veiled

that "what" measured in hind becomes

all my wants confined a One

exhaled-inhale am.

--------------------

"Your love is better than life"

tender as heaven's dew

In my beautiful garden

a star descended

despite the dark night and be-cause...God is born !

.

In this valley of uncanny

I heard "FEAR NOT" and believed

Face up

BE-SEE-WISH-REACH-EAT

your heart's sweetest sweet

.

Never to be a curse or a stop

but a blessing

Spirit unrevoked, the undying toward fulfiled

.

know me, dear, it's me

with my undying all

fear not

fear me not, I am no monster but servant King 

at your heart's mercy feet

O darling,…

needed a lightning strike through heart

for me blind to see

and I saved me, just, on the winged ledge

ignited & enlightened

For I was meant to reach 

my branches

.

That were

Already a “there” timeless…in my beautiful garden my apples,

My God my precious and I

heart abiding steps to devour

feast!

------------------

Freely my choosing is dueling

to let be the mean of spearing: my teeth 

or Sun's scourging Daily,

.

Here above earth from earth molded in mid air

God planted a garden among gardens 

with multitude of bird trees

And One fruit all the fruits we-to be-The Is

Love's song singing 

.

Fruit is the optional, absolute relativ here

every garden it's trees, fangs, heel, beasts...

----------------

...you are mercenary by my hand

I tangled the whip you could do lancing upon my skin,

I let you spear me, 

your fangs carry out

my poison that loving is...

.

Every step I took to reveal me

was a blood step of distancing,

you to take me to court safely,

using every word of mine against me

.

I knew but came the same

silently, light, soft, small, gently.

I named you, my yearning with a sigh

skin, bone deep explicitly

.

from the dark

my spark, my delight, wish of my spirit

called out into being

all exodusing gods

resisting perfectioning

.

I knew and did you free, with agency,

free to love me,

you chose sentencing, 

To be or be not 

.

my light of you

apple of my eye

darling

searching Love that begotten thee

.

you, the wish of your heart

your "how" you & "of loving unworth "

Lover is a paradox not a glitch, contradict, or a doubt

Test all you want kid, but you can not wish for me...omni...all

.

Yes, God can not subtract

nor you escape isnessing

become undone

a not

circling phoenix or what,

.

but God self restrained aint lost in ambiguity

denominator bright anchored in His Name

respecting your gifting space, elim,

you to choose your ways, your wins

to trial your wants, an awe falling in love, 

Invitation to innocent ignorance kissed or spat upon

.

my desiring is me vacating workingly

that's serving you, me, we...working meticulously,

.

Box of you hiding my Christmas wish

to come true, world of words to converse,

that "cat in a hat" laughs never ends

at converged Perpetual End.

.

God heals 'cause God struck!!

Casket's seat sealed, a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her heel! Blessed be True God!

"Da plod zemlji dati do zrelosti uzdržati dostojiš se,

Tebe molimo usliši nas!"

🎶