Glass

I Am

Disposed feelings

Disposed so easily

What I would do feel you close

And let it go the way it was meant to

Silent goodbyes and swollen eyes

You’ll never know half the tears I cried

For you, I told myself it was okay

And that everything was meant to be this way

I can’t shake the feeling I get

When all I feel is this hole in my chest.

It doesn’t leave, it won’t go away.

Sometimes I feel like its the only friend who stays.

I am the last person you think of at night,

But I’m not who you wake up to in the morning.

I am the silence that fills your ears

When you listen to our old music that leaves you hollow.

I am the absence of color in your life,

Without me, I know it's just black and white.