girls

let's say fun sex stories.

fine.

i'll tell you about the men

boys

that have grabbed me by the neck

with their dirty fingers

and decided i was thiers

to have, to take, to want.

such fun.

you could've said no.

you could have yelled, punched,

cried, screamed.

i know.

i tell myself it was my fault, too.

that i could have made them stop.

done something.

said something.

instead of taking it

like i was taught to.

you were created by God

for his pleasure.

and i just wanted

to be good

because all the good girls

go to heaven.

but they must have been confused

because it smelled like hell

and all the bodies were cold.

i closed my blue lips

and didn't make a sound.