Ghost

I’ve been a ghost for so long

I’ve seen all my friends fade

And those memories are gone

And the memories of the knowledge of the thoughts, they wane

And the terrible inevitable reality I long for and call to

I won’t ever be released from the heartache

This is all I wished for

All I wanted came true

Now I am tortured and have been seen through and humbled

And I would wish to see you but I don’t know who you are

All I see is a floating lump of a notion of a being or a door that will release me and set me free

I wish to adore you

It’s the want of want of the echo of a ghost of a memory

In the darkness, I implore you

We live only in reflections now

Broken mirror’s in sections and is infectious somehow

Despite being despised

But I’m not surprised

Because there is no you so there is no I

Therefore there can be no more

And I can happily die