future

future ! where are you ?

the future i attempt painting

but there is nothing i am creating

depression is draining

constantly waiting

down on my knees praying

for a glimpse of changing

mind empty feel like fainting

trapped there is no way of explaining

all this time i am wasting

need a whole time to be spacing

out

trapped forever

call this a letter

try to get it altogether

in order to move forward

touch the future

but can not see it

just need to it

begging and begging for some things good

but it just seems like no luck