FUTURE DIARY

[Verse]

Dyin’

you don’t see this side of me

Trying(failing)

Is something I’d like to believe

[Pre-Chorus]

But I know I’m nothing except a weight

I’m nothing except a disastrous fate(a disastrous fate)

All I ever want is time with you

But I’ll walk away if you want me to

[Chorus]

In my future diary

I see you flying high and free

I understand that I seem like a tragedy

I pull you down like endless gravity(endless gravity)

Don’t understand what I’m battling(I’m battling)

My demons really be having me(having me)

I just wanted endless time with you(with you)

My struggles takes toll but I’ll lie to you(lie to you)

[Verse 2]

I’ve seen that this keeps endlessly repeating

So I need something to soothe me

Maybe some drugs hidden in place

Can’t wait til I can’t feel my face

Endless fantasies

Over dose from the hand that’s feeding me

You get mad at me

You love me yet feels like a lie to me

Please just lie to me

Everything you do feels like an irony

If I had a dollar for every fuck up

I’d be rich but still be such a fuck up

[Pre-Chorus]

But I know I’m nothing except a weight

I’m nothing except a disastrous fate(a disastrous fate)

All I ever want is time with you

But I’ll walk away if you want me to

[Chorus]

In my future diary

I see you flying high and free

I understand that I seem like a tragedy

I pull you down like endless gravity

[Verse 3]

It’s just all my fault

I’ll keep it inside of my personal vault

I know you have dreams that I want you to reach

Tried many times but you’ll never reach

I’m not good at goodbyes (liar)

Every single day I tend to die

I swallow pills not for you

Til the end I’d fight for you

[Chorus]

In my future diary

I see you flying high and free

I understand that I seem like a tragedy

I pull you down like endless gravity

Don’t understand what I’m battling

My demons really be having me

I just wanted endless time with you

My struggles takes toll but I’ll lie to you

[Outro]

I’m just a repeat offender

Making mistakes just to remember

(Getting pulled down by my demons)

Everybody saying that I’m fine, all I do is whine

(But it’s ok I’ll just lie to you)