Frozen love

I'm losing everything you love about me

My confidence is paralyzed, frozen in time where you last saw it, in your rose colored lenses.

My ambition seems to be a magician addicted to making itself disappear, I remember how much you loved the well-roundess of my mind, the mind that has now built a pyramid out of self doubt and negativity.

I hope one day to be beautiful again. It seems that acne has established its home on my skin, the skin too tight around my lungs I can barely breathe so I don't, I let everything inside me rot and decay because beauty is subjective right?

I'm losing everything you loved about me, so if I see your feet walking toward the exit sign one day, I can only nod in agreement, but please, just stay for the next season, all the reasons you fell in love with me might just need a little sun to thaw them out.