from him

as I experience inside

outwardly my grin turns out to be much greater

so I can appear to others that while I'm broken inside

I'm actually blessing the outside

cover .

i have been manipulated to this

this cold reality

that all relationships are fake and will come to an end

What's more following quite a while of morning this relationship I went to the acknowledgment that I wanted me somewhat more than he at any point merited

I have my supper with depression and bitterness

underneath my grin is the solace of my treachery

I cover myself in counterfeit grins and power chuckling in light of the fact that I'm anxious about my own enthusiastic truth

but it is all a facade

a mask to hide

and sometimes it feels so real because i am so used to it

He let me be everlastingly that the main organization I have on my considerations and sentiments