Found the Love, Found the Life

Keeping no trust on luck,

I just kept walking along the rough path,

holding a pale lamp in hand

not showing the self,

avoiding the obstacles and pits.

still walking in the dark side of road,

not because I was a sinner,

but believing I could be a odd piece

to the lit up grandeur of a world.

Hence, kept myself to myself for a very long time,

which felt to be endless!

Avoiding crowded grand ballrooms,

I used to dance the solitary steps,

keeping my own style.

hell YEAH! The weirdest style may be,

still enjoying,

sometimes with the little inner circle.

Seeing the endless struggles my roots going through,

became no weight to the roots,

sought for the key to get rid of the darkness, and make the roots shine with bright light.

Kept walking, running and panting sometimes with despair

again finding energy walking again

in the rough trail, which began to narrow down and darker and wilder.

Switched off the emotional switches of mind,

never playing with innocent lives.

Moving forward while pushing the carts of innocent people whenever found time, giving their burn out drained faces a smile,

Sacrificing the sweetness of life, as the trail began to rise high

making my way steep and harder.

Walk turned to a hike; then, it became a climb.

Grabbing the rough creepers,

with both hands strongly,

still they started bleeding due to time and desperation,

killing the romance in the heart bit by bit.

Still I recall how the heavy rain inside mind,

washed away the blood,

and made my hands even stronger with wounds.

Yeah, I screamed seeking help,

no one but the closest of me heard me,

and sometimes they neither.

I recall how hands started to burn with the freezing coldness in the night.

But, I kept climbing up slowly,

holding the creepers.

I heard the wicked wolves laughing at me from down there,

who expected me falling.

Taking no care, but still feeling the way those wicked laughs

pierced my skin alive slowly, I kept moving believing the path.

There onwards, there was no trail,

started finding the path climbing over the sharp rocks,

believing in feet and soul.

In the most unexpected way,

the creeper started to break,

and it almost got broken.

Hands from somewhere I never wished

mended it so rapidly in a miraculous way,

letting me again in the path I was creating on.

As the time flew,

I got used to the heavy coldness and warmthless dark nights.

I didn't feel shivering anymore and didn't get numb.

Let me tell, how I kept myself cheerful on the way,

I kept thinking the way I never ever became jealous with anyone and how I never mislead anyone.

I kept imagining what my life really needs and I visualizing them in the night sky,

hoping and promising myself that I'd make them into reality one day.

YEAH, for real!

I whispered my wishes to the starry night,

as it never judged me,

Yeah, very innocent wishes.

More I climb uphill,

I saw some other men moving to where I was heading on,

quite easier than me with many things in their hands,

and also some following paths even harder than mine.

Seeing how hard they move forward,

tear began to jump out of eyes,

making me stronger by recalling how stronger and fortunate I am.

I knew I was getting closer to see where the light was,

where no more wicked wolves can climb up drag me down.

But, the path even more rough and threatening,

making it almost impossible to be courageous.

On the way, my heart didn't chase after the scent of flowers,

carried in the wind.

But one day,

not the scent, the most gorgeous flower came in front of me, pausing the time for a while.

My mind doubted whether it's really true.

Would this bruised, wounded and still fighting warrior be ever gifted with the scent and touch of the best rose ever seen?

within a moment, petals turned out to wings,

and I saw the most gorgeous angel of the world,

staring at me as seeing the best person in the world,

and nodded implying YES.

I asked, "Are you sure that you are happy with me, even before I win it?".

I got the most legendary reply of the history.

"Yeah, I don't need to be yours till you win it, let's win it together baby!"

I really felt my ages of wounds healed in a second and my dead nerves came alive again,

yeah breathing at the best with the air of love.

yeah the love of my life.

Yeah with THE LOVE OF YOU, MY PREITTIEST PRINCESS!

I found the love, I found the life!