for a while.

i know my worth in the world

in your arms though, i know my worth to you

and it's everything.

my sun, my north star, my jupiter.

you are the cradle i fall into when i need rest,

and the one i turn to for support.

you're gone now

now i find solace in someone else

myself, perhaps, or a sinner in the night. like we used to.

a money lender, a dirty little boy.

together in my heart and ears, i am everything i ever wanted

for a while.

when you adore someone every minute feels like not long enough,

and every time you touch it's like you never did.