Father

No joy just pain since the day you went away nothing has or will ever be the same hurting deep inside sometimes its hard to hide the world is a mess and my heart hurts.

For you were the one man who protected and loved me unconditionally. When i was just 5 you would play the guitar and you would tell me to sing inspired my musical side i was so very blessed to have you as my father. I wish you were here with me missing you terribly for a daughter always needs her father there is no other to take the place you were my rock and still from up there never amiss always feel your love even though your way up above.

My heart aches everyday your not here holding back the tears its so hard but i keep moving to shield myself from the pain so suddenly you left without a word missing you so bad so traumatized and sad to lose my dad hurts like hell i wish you were here so i could cook for you so well you loved my food said it was the best and my singing was better than the rest my biggest fan i never knew that i would be going on without you.

Without hearing you playing the guitar anymore it hurts down to my very core even as i write these words i have tears streaming down my face for you daddy i miss you i love you you left way too soon i needed you... you taught me well right from wrong even how how to build my own furniture your shelter and love taught me how to be strong for life can be a storm but your up there now watching over me my protector the one i always had known you to be who took away my fears and replaced them with a hug and a smile and always said don't worry my love everything is going to be ok and i know with you protecting me from up there dad it will be it will be....

By Eleni.M