Fantasy or just non-sense?

Dear you,

I sit alone in my own space

My thoughts run wild as I read through my moments in time.

My mind is idealistic and open to dream of what could be.

Is it fantasy or just non-sense?

I’m not certain, it does make me want to dance, create or sing out loud.

Quickly the radio volume rises

My feet begin to tap…

A rumbling from deep within reaches my throat and out comes a noise that sounds like singing

Am I any good? Who cares I like it, it makes me feel good.

My energy rises and I’m on my feet…

Dancing as if your dancing with me too

Is this fantasy or just non-sense I ask?

I’m distracted, can’t focus in times like this

My mind wanders to far off, bring me back from fantasy.

Stay grounded, they say, deep breaths and you’ll be alright

People look at me strangely like I’m not from here

I keep silent, afraid to speak.

What will they think… my words don’t matter

Not to anyone but me

I will write them down, and maybe they will be read.

Do they make sense?

Is this fantasy or just non-sense?

I guess I will never know.

So, I will keep dancing alone with my own thoughts

Been alone for so long… I guess it’s the way it has to be.

Maybe next lifetime, we will write better plan

Yah, you, me and God

We will make it good this time

We will make it fun

Fill it with family, friends and no secrets

We will play and make work fun.

Who will we be? Friends, lovers, or family… let’s stay close

Don’t want to lose you

I will learn to love and bring it down this time.

I will save it in a safe place just for us.

Is this fantasy or just non-sense?

Until we meet again.

Love, me.