False-Positive

I fake that I understand but baby I don’t get it.

I’m addicted to my pain, so baby I can’t quit it.

I burned a bridge behind me, sadly yes, I lit it.

Affirming an emergency, and baby, guess who did it.

That one’s on me.. Facing all my demons, if they’re ready or not, here I come.

I take in all the smoke, then I inhale it to my lungs.

Hands are full of pills, over my lips and through my gums.

If I still feel a pulse, then baby we’re not done.

So call that shot for me!

If it is not my job, then it is not prerogative.

Please don’t test my patience, it’s a false-positive.

I could use a friend but I want something more provocative.

If they really love you, they should be much more cooperative.

Let’s pretend we're happy, but we’re not really smiling.

I thought I took an inch, turns out that I was miling.

Late to my own funeral, but that’s because I’m styling!

When my ex needs 911, I’ll just pretend I’m dialing.

I’ve pockets full of sunshine, money makes me optative.

I’ve no use for threats, because I always keep my promises.

I’m diagnosed with sane but it’s just false-positive.

I can talk for hours, but I’m not into politics.

I’d give you all I have, when I don’t have a lot to give.

I try to be more humble, still I’m learning to forgive. Don’t want him to die for me, for me, he can live. There’s no false-positives.