Everything Beautiful

She loved the world for everything beautiful that ever lived in it, but hated the world for everything it should've been but wasn't.

She hated thoughts of people coming into her life, feet dirty as hell and leaving footprints on her heart.

She hated the silent battle within herself that felt as though she could never win, but in reality, she was only fighting herself.

She hated herself for all the pain she'd caused, everything she wished had been and could be.

But she loved stars when it got dark, and thinking of lives she might one day live .

She loved looking at beautiful things and meeting beautiful people .

She loved the odd spin she put on life, and she loved dancing to her own music. She loved being different and everyone knew it .