Here I am.
At the bar,
Consuming too much booze.
Attempting to flee.
I've got a lot going on.
My life is a wreck.
What do I do?
How will I get out of this?
How can I solve everything?
I'm in distress.
I'm living a lie.
Drinking to avoid issues.
Nonetheless, I discover them when I go sober.
Life is something else.
I'm in distress.
Is it doable to avoid problems?
Can one avoid problems?
Is it simple to escape?
Where will my problems go?
Will alcohol assist me?
Will drinking help me deal with my problems?
That was amusing.
Nothing changed.
I'm in debt.
I'm getting deeper.
I'm in distress.
My life is a wreck.
What do I do?
Some people drink for enjoyment.
I drink to avoid my problems.
Permanent problems.
How do I overcome my habit?
My drinking is no longer normal.
It's now a habit.
It's also my problem.
It contributes to my problems.
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Gloria Penelope
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If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
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