Equilibrium

I’ve come to realize that maybe I don’t dislike people, I’m scared of them. I don’t know where the end of self and the beginning of them should coincide. When there is a restless energy, my soul begins to shiver. It does not know that our two souls are separate. So when our timetable quakes and I am thrown beneath it while the other spirit isn’t, I feel disconnected. And when that soul decides to crash this jet because of an unfit passenger, the jets within me crash too. I can not separate an event outside from one inside, and this is where my cursor on a blank page begins. To put some of the inside into the outside and maybe they can find equilibrium in the atmosphere.