Echoes of Unlived dreams: A Silent Prayer for others.

My life's already in ruins,

True happiness seems elusive tunes.

A place to call home I may never find,

I’m weary of trying, i’m worn and confined.

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Tired of this perpetual, heavy emotion,

Happiness, it seems, not my destined portion.

Yet, for those around, I wish joy sincere,

Hoping they'll know what it's like, crystal clear.

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May no young girl face the same wars I fought in my mind,

May love surround her, compassion bind.

Confident, secure, complete within,

Fearless to smile, laugh, and begin.

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May she capture moments of her ethereal self with boldness and audacity,

Embrace love without a shadow of uncertainty

Comfortable in her skin, feeling pretty,

Unshaken by hate, critics, and the nitty-gritty.

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Beautiful inside, a charming personality,

A life with courage, free from anxiety.

Above all, may her relationship with God stand strong,

Diligent and faithful, a melody, a song.

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Unlike me, held back by anxiety and trauma,

May she live life to the fullest, upscaling every drama.

Surrounded by family, children, and a loving spouse,

A life I yearned for but couldn't espouse.

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These wishes aren't mine, for my path is unclear,

But for every girl, I hope this life draws near.

I'd rest content, happy, at peace in my grave

Knowing I am the last and worst of my kind that would be made

This i pray, Amen.